My mother hate my BF without meeting him
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| Mon, 10-18-2004 - 6:04pm |
Two weeks ago, however, he and i split for a little bit because he freaked out because he was falling in love with me and didn't know how to say it. It freaked him out, so he broke up with me, and left me completely heartbroken. So immediately, who do you go to when you're hurting--your family and friends. I went to my mother and I told her about this guy and how he had broken my heart. Well, first off, she doesn't like him...she hates him, and seriously will do anything in her power to drive me away from him. So for most of my relationship with this man, I've been not telling her about it and keeping it hidden. It wasn't that serious, and i wasn't sure if it was getting serious. So when he broke up with me, it was so easy for me to go to her and have her to help bash him with me. I told her all the things about him that bugged me and she helped me a lot. But then....he called.
During the short time that he and I were apart, I was a wreck..i don't live near my mother or my parents and so keeping this secret now is kinda easy, but AWFUL and i hate it. But even though she helped "bash him" it wasn't working at all...i loved him, terribly, and when he called me and wanted me back, then I went back. Now i don't know what to do. Its getting very serious now with this guy, and I'm so happy that its getting serious because I want more than anything to have a long and lasting future with him. But at the same time, i know i'm living a lie because I'm not telling my own mother and i'm lying to her and that's wrong.
I know you're thinking that I should just tell her and tell her how much he means to me and how my happiness is wrapped up in him. but you don't know my mother. She is so stubborn and so mean sometimes. When, for a short while, he and i were dating initially, she hated him because he was too old for me. and that was the most awful time of our relationship because I knew she hated him and she acted like she hated me while I was with him. I don't want that again. I know she would LOVE him once she got to know him because he's such a great guy. He would Wow her and i know it. But I have to figure out something soon because he's starting to talk about marriage. And I want him to meet my family so badly. Why is this so messed up and is there any possible way to get her to listen and not freak out????

Also consider counseling to help you learn to be more assertive and to work on setting boundaries with your mother.
Carrie