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need some relationship advice
| Sat, 06-23-2007 - 3:41am |
me and my now ex fiance andrew as of yesterday had been together for a year and some odd months and at the beginning things were going really good we never argued about anything i always opened up to him and told him how i was feeling.. well about 11 months ago i had went to a party and met a guy who i totally lusted over he was good looking could make me laugh and we had alot of common intrest we then met up again about a week later at another party and we ended up sleeping together..after i had realized what i had done i called andrew and told him we then broke up for about a month..and then got back together and i had heard about 3 or 4 different girls he had selpt with to try and get back at me which it completly tore me apart well we sat and talked about it and decided to move on from the situation..i then moved in with him about 5 months later and things were going really good well it then got to the point to where we were around eachother so much that we would fight about anything and everything well it then got to the point to where we would start throwing past partners in eachother's faces and things we have done wrong it also got to the point of not only verbally abusing one another it recently became physical so after that if a argument would strike up i would walk away and not say anything which would seem to make the situation worse and he says i push him away because i don't open up to him like i use to...and i told him the reason i don't do that anymore is because he makes me feel as if im not good enough i constantly hear your boobs aren't big enough your ass isn't big enough and your stomach isn't small enough and i say i weigh 135 lbs and feel comfortable but i have heard it so much to where it would make me feel so insecure that i wouldn't eat for days and if i did it would be something like a banana or something light well yesterday he came home and decided that he needed space that he wasn't ready to be tide down that he wanted some alone time and there was so much more life ahead of him but he said that we weren't offically broken up that he just needed alone time so he moved out and moved in with his brother and im currently still stayin with his mom...and its so hard to think about when all the time we were together through everything grant the fact that i have tried to open up to him but he says its not the same that im not the same girl that he knew at the beginning he has always been so controling i quit talking to all my friends i lost contact with family that he didn't want me to talk to it seemed as if i always gave him what he wanted but there was no me...and i tried to talk to him about it and he said that i have already made up my mind about everything..without talking to me but at times i have broke it off with him i talked to him about it first...i guess im really confused about where i should go with the situation and i would really appriciate any feed back on how to go about this situation like if i should move on or should i step back and wait..the last time this happened i left and moved back in with a family member and was working actually happy again and then he called me at work and we started talking again and it seems as if we go through the same thing every couple months and i think the only reason i stick with him is because i love him to death and i would do anything to make him happy and i've been with him for so long and have always said i don't want to be with anyone but you...he use to always say the same thing but i don't know this time.. plz help in anyway you can thank you so much

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Edited 6/26/2007 2:14 pm ET by browneyedbabi
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