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| Sun, 01-25-2004 - 1:38am |
This year will make 6 years that I have been with my boyfriend but I lack trust for him. About 2 years ago he cheated on me a few times. For the record im 19 and my boyfriend is 21. He cheated on me durning his freshman and sophmore year of college. He is now a senior in college and he has stopped all his foul ways but I still cannot trust him and its breaking our relationship apart. I find myself constantly going through his stuff and asking him 21 questions. I dont want to continue to live like this!! Recently I went through his cell phone and I seen a missed call from one of the girls he had previously cheated on me with. Her number was not stored and when confronted he said she only call to wish him a happy new year. Well I blew everything out of proportion and his story turned out to be true. I told him I would no longer accuse him and check his stuff but I found myself doing it again. He's probably very close to telling me he is through with me because he says I need to forget about it. I try to but I just cant. I know it was so long ago but it happened and it was not just once. I love him a lot and we have planned out the rest of our life together but I just dont know how to stop checking his stuff or asking him so many questions because I cant help feeling the way I do. Can someone pleae give me some advice.
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| Sun, 01-25-2004 - 3:30am |
of course you will have trouble trusting him - HE broke that trust, not once, but several time.
