I have been diagnosed with manic depressive disorder and with seasonal depression as well (S.A.D.). I do agree that I need to find a relationship where I need to explore, but the there are some things about the male species that a woman cannot fulfill (and I'm not just talking about physical). I realize I can't have the best of both worlds- I don't think I really want that anyways. I completely agree with your assessment of me just enthusiastically relishing my opportunities- I have a vast range of them. I tend to think that this may be an issue of me wanting to experience every possible thing so that when I am together with someone I love I will feel positively settled and not "tied-down." Thank you for the help, I really appreciate it.
Either you are bipolar or you are not.