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Secretly taking viagra
| Wed, 05-19-2004 - 2:42pm |
I have been in a serious relationship for six months. We are in love with each other and are graduating from graduate school this month. I have an job opportunity across the country and she has decided that she will follow me out there. I have always had issues with sustaining erections and started have been taking viagra secretly to avoid the shame that I have felt in the past and also to be able to please the woman I am with. This dysfunction is the result of years of single life(masturbation) and not because I am gay. I love woman, especially this one. I have not always taken the viagra but have used it on 50% of the occasions when we've had sex. I have not told her about this. However, this move and her commitment to me has caused me to feel guilty about not telling her. I have erected different reasons at different times why not to tell her. Most importantly, I believe a sustained relationship will help me not to take viagra anymore. I feel that if I tell her, our relationship will end. Since I am moving across the country she will not want to take that chance with this new variable. I feel that I am wrong but don't want to lose her.

JMHO....Julie