should i stick it out or pull away
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| Mon, 08-09-2004 - 4:18pm |
I have been dating a guy for almost two years in which I am completely in love with.
Our relationship went to one extreme of getting engaged to nothing. I have had problems with him keeping in touch with ex flings and girlfriend and telling him that it looks like he doesnt know how to let go of his past. We have broken up about4 times and more than half of those times I had no clue of why we broke up when I felt he needed to gain and prove himself from defying my trust and that I was giving him another chance to be that way to me.
Each time we get back together it seems stronger than ever and happier but then something always happens to where it will screw things up to where any bystander would tell me to loose him.
We just came back from the beach this past weekend and he left his email open in which I found a sent email to his ex, yet again but this time it was more like, "I was at my parents house and came across some pics of you and wanted to know if you wanted them back (being that they broke up about 5 years ago, and this was a highschool relationship) Email me and let me know if you want them and let me know how things are with you and your boyfriend and ifyou all have gotten married yet..." It really hurt but at the same time i was so numb by all the bickering from past problems that I stopped myself to be like wow is this a warning sign , should i confront even after a nice weekend we had.? I know in my heart that definitely has made me the pump the brakes in my head despite the great outcome of this relationship this time around.
I know my friends want me to confront but another older friend tells me that I shouldnt make any hasty decisions either way and that I should think things through.
i am starting to convince myself that he is secretly in love with her, even though he tells me he is not. i mean I just think it is weird that he would see if someone from his past would want her things back , I definitely think it is an excuse to get in touch with her, but is it that innocent and worth telling him to get lost.
i am definitely exhausted, if anyone is out there and would be inclined to know more and/or give me advice on the situation at hand, please let me know divineangel333@hotmail.com
