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WHAT DO I DO
| Fri, 09-24-2004 - 12:17pm |
I have been in a relationship for over 2 years with a wonderful man. I have made several mistakes. I have cheated, stayed out all night without him knowing where I was, and told lies. He has stayed my side through it all. I willingly accept the blame for all that I've done. This last time though he has distanced himself from me. We are trying to work on things and I know that he is who I want. I've had several things going on in my life and that has caused so much of our grief. I am putting 100% into things now. I know I don't have any chances left. But, I know he is the man I want to be with. My heart aches when we split up. He has now turned the tables on me. He goes without calling and won't return messages. And I know him good enough that I know he isn't cheating. He's never lied to me about anything whether I liked it or not. I've got a long road to earn his trust back and I'm willing to be patient and work on that. But, I just don't know what to do to mend his heart. I don't want us to just give up and throw it all away. He loves me in a different way than I've ever been loved. I just want to make things right and get things back to "normal". Does anyone have any suggestions? Please give me your ideas.

I don't have any responses to your question because I am going through the exact same thing. If you have a chance, read "I've really done it this time" under the same section as you posted.
If anything, we should be eachother's pillars. :)
Cheer up! It will work out for both of us!
B
Carrie