What's wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

iVillage Member
Registered: 06-02-2004
What's wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
1
Fri, 07-30-2004 - 8:26pm
I love my fiance with all my heart. He is my life and my breath (besides my children of course). So why is it so hard to be nice? I snap over nothing in a nanosecond. I keep telling myself its because a bad former relationship. I can't stop it though. He is putting up with it, but I know if I can't learn to treat him better he will leave. I can be as good as gold, that's what attracted him. He knows I would give him my last. I just can't seem to keep my bitch inside. And 99% of the time he doens't even deserve it. What is wrong with me???
 
Avatar for dogandcat99
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-28-2000
Fri, 07-30-2004 - 11:05pm
Hi. I am new to this board and was just kind of lurking. Are you under some kind of stress? Could you be depressed or anxious about something? I have an anxiety disorder and I tend to "fly off the handle in a nanosecond" over the stupidest stuff too. Maybe you should get hormones checked out.

Also, you said he's your fiance so I am assuming you are planning a wedding. If so, that can be extremely stressful! (Trust me I KNOW!!)