When is enough, ENOUGH?
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When is enough, ENOUGH?
| Wed, 10-31-2007 - 3:33am |
Hi all,
Well let me start by telling you who I am. I am a 23 year old woman, and a 3rd year student @ NMSU (NEW MEXICO STATE UNIVERSITY) I

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Hi
well its cool that I'm not the only one in this situation. Not to say that its good to be in it. You know what I mean right?
I just hate being stuck like a rock in a hard place. I just talked to him about 3:30 face to face no phones nothing. He said he has been having doubts about us lasting.
I really don't think he's cheating on me though if he were I wouldn't be here. I just told him that I don't know what I did wrong and I don't know how to fix it. Like I said in the first post, I really feel that if I move out like he wants we WILL become strangers.
He wants me to continue to be his girlfriend but I can't do it. I told him that I will be here for another month and then transfer to Ute and live back home.
I'll be leaving everything I've ever loved. But it does hurt too much to stay. I have also grown very attached to his family and that's one of the hardest realities I can't stand to accept.
Everything was so perfect it felt so right. I hate thinking about being without him but I don't tell him that. Last night I didn't speak to him when he came home. I left him alone. I so tired of being tired.
I'm sorry to hear about you situation as well. Its soo easy to blame ourselve isn't it? As women I don't think we can help our nature of nurturing, compassion, and unconditional love. We indeed can be our own worst enemies.
Listen he sounds like a guy with a good head on his shoulders I'm sure he'll come back around. You hang in there.
KArina
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