Strong Desire..

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Registered: 02-06-2012
Strong Desire..
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Wed, 02-08-2012 - 10:58pm

Hey guys.

I'm new to the boards, I posted recently in the friends board about a dear girl that I was best friends with & skated a line. We've always been very open with our sexuality together. I've also had two other experiences with women on sexual levels. The hard part now is that despite being in a happy, wonderful relationshpi with my boyfriend, I'm just craving being with a woman again. I love sex with my boyfriend, it's not that I don't want that, I will continue to want that, I have a health sexual appetite and so does he. We're very kinky, so things are fine. I just am having some serious cravings for a romantic encounter with a woman & I just don't know what to do! My boyfriend & I have joked about threesomes but where I live in a small town (that I grew up in mind you) it's difficult to find anyone that well...would work with it. I don't have anyone that I really trust on that level here. At one point we thought that maybe that friend I spoke about in my other post would be the one, but that seems very far out of the question. She'd love to be with me one on one but she has NO desire to be with him.

So what can a girl do? Perhaps there's a better outlet in some way, maybe watching lesbian porn WITH my boyfriend while we are together would maybe help in some way? Like I said I strongly desire my boyfriend & enjoy sex with him. But I also am bisexual & just feel like I need that other attention.

Help?

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Registered: 05-15-2009
Fri, 02-10-2012 - 9:59pm
Welcome to the board! You said that your boyfriend has joked about a threesome with you, but do you know if he's really OK with it? I think it might be best if the two of you have a serious conversation first. If he's OK with it, then you can talk about the kind of person you'd like to invite into your lives. Are you near any larger cities?

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Registered: 02-06-2012
Mon, 02-13-2012 - 1:41pm
cmjenas, we've seriously talked about it a few times & he's aware of my fascination with women & wish to explore. We've come to the point where we'd be willing to try but like you asked about the city, we live in a small place. Honestly, I know a lot of people here, it wouldn't work here. We've talked about the possibility of it being someone I already know which I might be fine with but the problem I approach with that would be if it's someone I know personally, I would have a hard time letting HIM do anything with her (even though I know that's a huge double standard! That was part of our conversation, where I realized that it wasn't all about MY desire to be with another women, if we invited her then he should be allowed to have sex with her in some way, whether it be oral or vaginal. Thats when I began to think about how I'd feel about that & we came to an understanding that it would be hard for me if it was someone I knew vs someone I didn't. That's why it gets so complicated. There are women I know personally that I would love to have sex with but I can't just run off & do that without him (even though it's obvious I'd like to!). This is all why I think it'd be impossible to experience this fantasy while we're where we are, maybe waiting until we move to a place we don't know anyone or a bigger city.
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