2nd time SEX / Im Scared

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Registered: 12-01-2003
2nd time SEX / Im Scared
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Tue, 09-13-2005 - 12:38pm

HEY EVERYONE.. or to people who read my first post when i 1ST lost my virginity about 4 weeks ago.

::2ND TIME SEX::
well, at it for the second time and i can say when we first started it hurt like the first time, but i told him go slow.. and he did. And, a few moments later it didnt hurt at all it was great... i didnt bleed either like the first time.
::IM SCARED::
also, i might be pregnant from sex the first time. im waiting for my period to come this month if it doesnt i will know for sure. I havent taken the pregnancy test because im scared. i dont know why, but i am and i have no one to really talk except for him, but he just makes jokes.. like he wants me to be pregnant. he would say,"your pregnant thats why your stomach hurts all the time.." b/c i tell him when my tummy hurts because lately it does when i wake-up or anytime during the day. He also told me, "You know your going to be the mother of my babies." But i remember the first time he said he wasnt ready and didnt want any children soon and i said the same thing but now he's talking like he does want me to have a baby and this 2nd time around with sex he didnt want to wear a condom...

Why do you think hes acting this way and doesnt want to wear a condom ??
Naleiya

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Registered: 12-01-2003
Wed, 09-14-2005 - 9:03pm
thanks everyone, i understand very much.
Hugs xOxO -- Nalei'

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