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About Trying New Things.
| Fri, 07-27-2007 - 12:56pm |
My b/f and I have been together for 7 months and 27 days. I love him lots and don't want to loose him. I want to be with him forever. I'm a little skittish about trying new things in our relationship. Sexual things. I hated the idea of giving him a blow job. Still do, only without a condom on. When I watch porn and see women giving men blow jobs it makes me feel sick. I also think it's boring to watch. But I gave it some thought while he's wearing a condom. A flavoured one. Thats a new thing I thought of and I think I'll be ok with that. On Wednesday evening, he came over after work and well we went into my room. We didn't have sex cause he didn't bring a condom. He touched me though. Touched me like he never did before, sorta massaged my vagina I guess. And I orgasmed, like really orgasmed. Actually I just got off my time of the month too and usually when I get off I can't wait to put my own hands down my pants and masturbate. But I found it strange cause for 2 days straight after getting off my period, I didn't masturbate. I was probably lazy to pull down my pants and use my fingers I think, I dunno. I usually use my fungers. When I was younger, I used to use the end of my mom's shoe, her high heels and a kichen spoon. Weird I know, but when I was younger I was weird. Also I started masturbatin at a young age and well got my period also. Ok, back to basics. I wanna try new tings in our relationship but I guess I'd liek some ideas. My b/f wants to have anal sex with me but I said no. I tried it before and I didn't like it, it was killing me. I want togive him a blow job but only with a condom on. I just don't want him to try influencing me to do it without. So anyway, after he fondled me dow nthere I told him I like that more than him fingering me. He said he likes to experiment and try new things. I told him I want him to suck my toes but he said no cause he doesn't have a foot fetish. But when I told him again, he sid he doesn't know, he might. He also wants to use hand cuffs on me. I was opposing that idea cause I also tried that before and well it turned into sexual abuse I guess....So Itold him I prefer him use a rope on me instead. So ya. I'm having fantasies about him tying me up and kissin me licking me, sucking me and stuff. This probably goes in fantasies but ya. I really just want to know if anyone has any ideas for me. New things to try. So far, I thought about being tied up, giving him a blow job with a condom on and well the way he fondled me instead of fingering all the time. Any more ideas?
