Ever feel like this????
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Ever feel like this????
| Fri, 05-28-2004 - 11:19pm |
I always thought that the older I got, the less impulsive and more mature I would become, and in most cases that is very true. However, as of late something keeps getting worse. Let me clarify: I met a man online not long ago, and although I don't know him at all (just what he has told me), I find my self fascinated with him. He says he lives within easy driving distance of me, but that is all I know right now. Now, I know all about people not being whom they seem online (I haven't even seen a pic of this guy) and the dangers that can be involved; but that is not what is concerning me here. What is getting scary to me is how driven I am becoming. Last night, when I read his e-mail, I felt like hopping in my car and driving all night just to get to him! It is a terrible burning desire, worse than physical stuff like hunger, thirst, etc. Does this get worse as you age? I feel like my libido is getting more unruly the older I get! I thought this "teenage lust" would mellow out (I'm 34 but sometimes I feel like 16!) once I got out of college. I just wanted to go find this man and leap on him like a horny dog (pardon the analogy!)! In these situtions (I have done it with guys in person as well - in thought, not deed) I feel that I almost can't help myself, like one day I'll get busted for sexual harrassment or something!
Does anyone (esp females) ever feel like this? BTW, masturbation does little to curb the feelings - like having a packet of airline peanuts when you are really starving and could eat the proverbial horse! Can anyone relate?
Schrecken
"Never fear, Underdog is here!"
Does anyone (esp females) ever feel like this? BTW, masturbation does little to curb the feelings - like having a packet of airline peanuts when you are really starving and could eat the proverbial horse! Can anyone relate?
Schrecken
"Never fear, Underdog is here!"

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