feels soo good yet is soo bad!!
Find a Conversation
feels soo good yet is soo bad!!
| Mon, 05-14-2007 - 12:11pm |
2 weekends ago my ex was out at a concert w/ a bunch of us and he asked his BEST friend to take me home(we'll call him S)...no big deal...but it was... It was all we could do to keep our hands off each other on the way home & we barley made it in the house b4 ripping off eachothers clothes. AMAZING!!! S is my bestfriends cousin & lives w/ her fwb so i couldnt even tell her what had appened b/c i cant let my ex find out about anything!! I thought it wass just due to drinking & thought ohh it will never happen again...well later that week he txted me a rather expilcit msg & we ended up going at it again the following weekend at her house. He came by this Saturday b/c he knew I was a little depressed as i had been in the hospital Thursday & Friday and had to cancel my plans for Sat night. He said he didn't want me sitting home all alone on a sat night & brought some movies & was as sweet as could be!!! Well you can guess what happened. It felt so good knowing that out of all of my friends he was the one who showed concern while everyone else was out having a good time & i was sitting all alone in my apt.
We have been txting eachother all morning and are supposed to have dinner w/ all the kids and my ex tonight at chuckecheese. how awkward is that!!!!
I just want to know why so many of the things in life that feel so right are so wrong. (like S in this case) or his coworker who is has been my fwb for the last year. OHH my what am i getting myself into?!?!
I think I just needed to tell someone about S b/c I cant tell anyone else.
We have been txting eachother all morning and are supposed to have dinner w/ all the kids and my ex tonight at chuckecheese. how awkward is that!!!!
I just want to know why so many of the things in life that feel so right are so wrong. (like S in this case) or his coworker who is has been my fwb for the last year. OHH my what am i getting myself into?!?!
I think I just needed to tell someone about S b/c I cant tell anyone else.

Pages
If you were out with your ex, and this guy (whatever you want to call him) took you home and you had sex with him....so what? You're in a FWB, and he's in a FWB (which means no commitment, and both of you can do whatever you want) what's the big deal?
Your post is confusing (punctuation and paragraph breaks make it MUCH easier to figure out) but neither of you is in a relationship....so you're not hurting anyone (but possibly yourselves)......so why is it a big secret?
I think you should both sort out your FWB's and get on with your life publicly.
my partner in the siggy exchange
I keep a link in the Explore iVillage folder for a list of acronyms. You might want to bookmark this link for future reference:
http://members.tripod.com/cl-memeu2-ivil/memeslistofacronyms
It's okay to ask too, just thought you might find this helpful.
my partner in the siggy exchange
Why can't you let your ex find out, he's an ex!
Ever hear of the couple, Adam and Eve? It is all about the forbidden fruit!
Congratulations :-)
Kevski
Pages