It sounds more like you don't find penises to be attractive than like you're actually frightened by them. I don't know that it makes you bi -- only you can decide that. A lot of women fantasize about being with another woman. For some, they make that a reality. For others, it's just a fantasy. A lot of fantasies are things that a person would never want to do in real life.
Perhaps you're getting turned on when you see those women looking a certain way, or you see a certain something being done to them because you would like those things done to you. I know that when I watch porn, I am usually looking at it from the perspective of having those things done to me, or they are evoking thoughts from having similar things done in the past.
When you're having sex with your BF, are you being satisfied? Do you have orgasms? Do you fantasize during sex? I think for most straight women, the attraction to a penis is directly related to her own satisfaction with sex. Personally, I love everything about a penis .... mostly because of the feelings (mentally and physically) it stirs up inside of me when I see one or think about one.
I must say I do agree with misty - I love watching other women in porn movies, having their nipples sucked, being f****d etc,etc, but I look at it as the things I would like to be done to me...and no, I don't find the look of a penis attractive either - but I love sex with my bf - I love sucking him off, I love him going in and out of me, everything he does is fab..so think what do you exactly like about porn - do you want try it on with another girl or just would like those things to be done to you?
It sounds more like you don't find penises to be attractive than like you're actually frightened by them. I don't know that it makes you bi -- only you can decide that. A lot of women fantasize about being with another woman. For some, they make that a reality. For others, it's just a fantasy. A lot of fantasies are things that a person would never want to do in real life.
Perhaps you're getting turned on when you see those women looking a certain way, or you see a certain something being done to them because you would like those things done to you. I know that when I watch porn, I am usually looking at it from the perspective of having those things done to me, or they are evoking thoughts from having similar things done in the past.
When you're having sex with your BF, are you being satisfied? Do you have orgasms? Do you fantasize during sex? I think for most straight women, the attraction to a penis is directly related to her own satisfaction with sex. Personally, I love everything about a penis .... mostly because of the feelings (mentally and physically) it stirs up inside of me when I see one or think about one.
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I must say I do agree with misty - I love watching other women in porn movies, having their nipples sucked, being f****d etc,etc, but I look at it as the things I would like to be done to me...and no, I don't find the look of a penis attractive either - but I love sex with my bf - I love sucking him off, I love him going in and out of me, everything he does is fab..so think what do you exactly like about porn - do you want try it on with another girl or just would like those things to be done to you?
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