Huge problem...please help me
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| Mon, 09-26-2005 - 3:18am |
I am more than embarrassed to be posting this on a message board, but it's easier to vent to strangers than to my real life friends...
I have been with my boyfriend for 17 months...We are soo in love. Recently I found out that I have an std, that he gave me. He didn't know that he had it...I've only been with him and he had been with girls in the past. Well I havn't been able to get a Doctors appointment yet because of them being booked solid so in the mean time I told him that we can't sleep together until we get better, because of the pain etc. And just to be on the safe side. Now heres the problem. He says he feels sooo guilty for giving this to me and I told him that i don't blame him because he didn't know he had it. I told him I forgive him...But then he's pissed off because we can't have sex. He's moody, aggravated, and in a bad mood all the time. Everytime we are alone he makes gestures to me trying to get me to sleep with him. I have explained that I can't because I hurt, but he is just so pissed about it. He wants to move out to "deal with his frustration" but I said thats not fair. He did this to me, yet he blames me for not being able to have sex. I've said everything that I can think of to get through to him, but it's never enough. He just doesn't get it. All he can think about is having sex, he doesn't think about my feelings. It hurts.
What can I say...What do I do? How am I supposed to feel?...I'm so lost with what i'm supposed to do. Please help me...

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