I moved too fast & ruined it!
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| Sat, 07-28-2007 - 5:58pm |
KINDA LONG!
So I met this guy a little over a wee ago and since then we've been talking on the phone or online daily for hours.
the other nite we had a date and it was amazing! we went to a movie, went for a drive and then stopped for some nachos and talked until 3am.
he drove me home and actually ASKED if he could kiss me goodnight.
i invited him to my friend's party for sunday nite and he wanted to go.
so last nite i had a work party at my house and after everyone had gone home mike and i talked online. he said he was going to make some chicken and i told him theres no point in cooking at 1130, i had a table full of food from the party and we could watch a movie.
so he came over and we watched some tv and talked etc and "cuddled". anyway it led to kissing and it was all pretty innocent but my love seat was getting cramped and i decided to bring him into the bedroom.
i'm 25 and haven't had sex in 3 years - so i knew it wasn't going to lead to anything serious. we basically made out for two hours. my bra even stayed on! then he said it was time to go home since he was driving out of town to see his folks for the weekend. we kissed goodnite which basically led to us making out on the floor for an hour.
we went back to my room and i decided to... pleasure him manually. after doing this for awhile he said it was sort of difficult since he's been aroused for the last 4 hours and it might take awhile so i basically hinted he should go home. he left and we didnt kiss goodnite or anything.
i get the feeling i wont hear from him again or at least he'll think differently of me. im so mad at myself for moving too fast. i took a guy who asked permission to kiss me and showed him my horny meter at full blast!
our 1st date was so great and so natural and i basically let out all my sexual aggression on him in a few hours. i havent even made out with a guy in the last year.
i dunno if i should pursue this or let it go.
i wanted things to move gradually but it may just be awkward now,

blonde
ok "handjobs" your reply was really too sexual for my comfort level haha.
i definitely will not give oral sex to someone i just met.and since i took my top off it was apparent he had free range of my breasts but for the record no, i kept his hands on top of my skirt.
anyway, i DID hear from him. i left him a voicemail tonite saying id love to take him to dinner.
he TEXTED me back and said " i just got your message. thanks but i think after the other nite this isnt really what im looking for."
and i texted back and said " and whats 'this', a slut?"
then he said " i don't think you're slutty. i just realized i dont want a long term relationship right now" << typical guy response!!!
then i said "...either do i. thats what i said in my post (online post). anyway it's fine but if you dont like me you should just be honest instead of lieing - i thought we were just having fun"
...he didnt reply.