Me: stupid, stupid.
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Me: stupid, stupid.
| Mon, 07-12-2004 - 1:33pm |
Did something really really really stupid this w/e ... please don't judge me or say "you're an idiot" ... just give me your thoughts: I met a guy from on-line and we met. Something really clicked and we had sex in his car not a half hour after meeting (we'd talked quite a bit on the phone). Actually we did a couple of times. BUT: since neither he nor I expected this to happen, we didn't have any condoms. But yes we did have sex and it was awesome and yes he did cum inside me once and in my mouth once. Both were magical. But what do I do now? I guess I will have to get myself checked. Fortunately, he seems like a great guy and I'm sure I will see him again ... certainly we left it on a good note and he called me this AM. Should I insist on condom use next time around, or is it too late for them to do any good? (Obviously I'm just talking about STD protection; I'm set on the b.c. front.) This is quite possibly THE most pathetic situation, for I don't know his last name even. And no, I would never have expected something like this to happen, he's only my fourth lover. Talk about one thing leading to another.
And I have tons of work to do today but this is of course massively distracting me.

i also would maybe suggest talking with him about it too- so he knows this isn't what you'd normally do- especially if it's wearing on you so hard today!
But don't be ashamed, that doesn't get you anywhere! it wasn't the best choice ever, but it's over and now you can make the right positive choices by taking care of yourself!! and ps- i met my bf online and we've been together for months now!! so you very well could have found a great guy! just be safe!!