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| Sun, 12-05-2004 - 10:49pm |
theres a guy i work with who i've somewhat known since i was younger. we have known of each other but, not really known each other if you are picking up what im layin down. he is older and as i found out last night, very much more experienced than i.
i have been with one guy, who i was in a long term relationship with. it took me a long while to realize that i was even physically attracted to him enough to sleep with him. i am so incredibly physically attracted to the guy from my work already. i know him physically way more than i know him mentally. this is the problem. i want to sleep with him and i hardly know him. i know him enough to feel safe but .. not enough. he realized and it was easy to tell that i was nervous and very self conscious last night. do you think this is a complete turn off to him? im not looking for a commitment with him or anyone for that matter due to certain circumstances of us both going back to school in a couple of weeks, but i do want something because of how physically attracted i am to him.
the main question im asking is.. do you think im ready to be with him? do you think that he is completely turned off by my nonexperience and .. if i were to sleep with him.. im not sure if i would be "good". i know thats supposed to be a taboo, but honestly ive been with one guy and i knew how to please him.. but this guy is new and interesting and i want to please him oh so much. i am writing an essay on this. help meeeeeeee.

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