I Did a Bad Thing...
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I Did a Bad Thing...
| Wed, 07-26-2006 - 12:54am |
Remember how I told ya'll that I had the best sex last night and such. And I did...I really did. But I did a terrible thing :(...
I lied to him. He forgot condoms and no matter what I did I couldn't manually or orally get him off so I lied to him and told him I was on birth control. I was extrememly selfish and I was so horny and I just wanted him in me. So he got off in me and now I'm panicking. Lol I'm panicking when I should've thought about this last night. But seeing as I'm not on birth control, I haven't had a period in a year and I know I'm not getting one this month but still this is kind of freaky. I am so ashamed of myself because I have better judgement than this. :(


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ACK!
Sounds like you were one of the lucky ones Gracey.
Now remember I said that I lost "most" of it and then had a baby right away. LOL!!!
But I have to say I was rail thin when I started using the Depo. So luckily keeping some of that extra weight was not all bad. After two babes and taking running back up, I am now pretty happy with the way I look. Weight is just a number now. ;-)
The one thing that I am always amazed by is how different each person can react to the same drug. If I was in the same situation as you, I'd probably be running for the hills! You are one strong and patient woman!
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