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| Wed, 08-30-2006 - 2:41pm |
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Hi there. I posted here a few weeks ago. My ex of 6 months and I were very close and spent nearly all our time together. We are now on a break/break up. Neither of us know the difference. I suggested the break and we both agreed. One reason for the break is that for the last two months I live 3000 miles away and I was worried because he told me he didn't know when he would come visit again and was being overall very vague. He told me he didn't know what he wanted. We talked and talked and I made it clear his apprehension has left me confused.
So the break was clear and dropped me off at the airport. We have emailed only a few times since the 2nd week in August. He called me on my birthday this past weekend, sent me flowers, a few cards and he is having something made for me However, he hasn't initiated communication ONCE in the last 3 weeks but on my birthday. I'm dying to receive these cards but I'm afraid they are lost in the mail. They could be really significant / or not:|
I'm having a really hard time. I'm doing everything i can to keep my mind off it but it's soooo hard. We used to be in constant communication with sweet texts, calls, emails and now I feel so distant from him. I know there are only a couple weeks left thank god, but I'm so afraid because there is no plan for what we will do when I get back. He has confirmed the dates I'm back and he will be back in town at the same time . He hasn't told me he timed his return with me so I'm left guessing on that too. I've received little words from him I've mentioned on the phone call that I miss him to make it clear and he of course reciprocated the comment. I think it's all and all assumed by both of us that we will get together when I return but to what avail? I don't know? It seems like it will be very awkward and I will be super super nervous.
I would really like to start over when I return. Even if he is still unsure. I'm sure I will be unsure too. 6 months just wasn't that long. I think if he can agree to stop saying the few sort of insenstive things he has said in the past, I can accept that my expectations may have been a bit high.
i just don't know. I don't know what to do?

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Well, if that's the case (he'll forget about you in two weeks if you don't call), then honestly! Who needs him????
Stop trying to control the outcome, create a connection, whatever. If it's meant to be, it'll work out when you get back.
Sheri
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