In dear need of Advice...
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In dear need of Advice...
| Mon, 10-25-2004 - 1:10pm |
About 10 yr's. ago I met the person of my dreams and I fell in love. Everything seemed nice and dandy for the first few months and then we were on a roller coaster. I found out some things that he was doing I didn't like. He never cheated on me but he was in illegal activity. I grew up in the similar life style so I didn't bother to much at the time. Well to make a long story short he ended up in prison and for the next 9 yr's, I would go on my own. We wrote and I was still in love him no matter what I did. He asked to marry him a few times and I would accept. I tried to follow my heart but my friends and family would always convince me that I should move on. So I did I got married had a wonderful lit. boy, I love with all heart. My husband and me separated about 3, 4 yr's ago. We are divorcing now. I think that it was all just a part of me that hurt so much from losing my ex. I didn't really want to be with my husband but I was trying to hide the feelings that I had for the love of my life. Well now, the person I fell in love is back and we are seeing each other. He accepts that I have a son but I always seem to choose the wrong path. I choose religion over him and now I want him back. It’s not a bad decision to choose religion, it’s just that my heart always gets hurt. Like I said I do still love him, we were just together this Saturday and it was the happiest I have ever been. I didn't know how much I had missed him or loved him until now. Well now he says that wants to be friends because he feels that I should of choose him as a priority, he is fine with religion and see where things go because every time is gives me what I want I take it for granted. I don't blame him I have done that too many times to him. I don't know what to do and I am confused. I don't want to lose him but I can't take the fact that he might start seeing other people and that I really won't have anything. He had proven to me that he does what to live a normal life and that he will be there. It's just that now I have to prove myself to him but how will I do that if we are just Friends....
If you can give me some wisdom and advice I can use please tell me how to win my heart back...
Thank you Mimayee.
If you can give me some wisdom and advice I can use please tell me how to win my heart back...
Thank you Mimayee.
