dreaming of a friend
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| Sun, 05-07-2006 - 3:02pm |
I dreamed again about a long-time friend. He is about ten years older than me, but still lives with his parents and is single (has dated a lot). I am 21. This was not the first time I dreamed about him. I once asked him to dinner, but he gently turned me down because it didn't work well when he dated my cousin while being good friends with her brother. I don't know if that is the whole reason or not. I have since decided that it really wouldn't work for us to be more than friends unless it was a casual thing because he is in a different place in his life and has different goals. I have been trying for years to convince myself of this completely, but I can't get it to stick. I still feel something extra that I can't reason away. Is there another way to make myself not think about the possibilities? Are there other options? I am not dating anyone, so at least it is not an issue in two relationships. I can't cut off contact with him because he is friends with all my friends and some family. Not that I'd choose to if I there is any other option, which I firmly believe there has to be something even if I just have to wait myself out.
tweetyness
Edited 5/8/2006 11:16 pm ET by tweetyness
