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Goodbye
| Fri, 08-13-2004 - 8:39pm |
Writing a message seems pointless to me. Some people will read it but no one really cares. I'm 5 months pregnant my fiance cheated on me and left to go with someone that cheated on him who he chated on with someone who once was my best friend. But who cares I'm completly and utterly alone. My friends are to busy, my ex only calls me if he needs something, he plays with my heart and says he loves me but he doesn't. I can't seem to get a job although at second interview I'm assured that I have the job. Everyone doesn't care and so I'm at the point niether do I. I can't live anymore and I don't want to I'm tired of pretending I'm ok. am I supposed to be I've never felt so abandoned in my entire life and I can't live with this pain anymore . See its easy to write to you guys because everyone is so consumed with there lives that i would rather have, than to possibly care that i won't be around tommorow and how could you care nobody knows or even wants to know me so I wish you the best in your lives and farewell to my life. He should of knew that I would not survive with this pain , God doesn't even seem to be here.

I have no idea of how to respond to the pain you're obviously feeling except to say that God DOES care. Otherwise I never would have hit that "post reply" button. I'm not a person who likes to get involved on message boards because I don't like becoming addicted to relationships with people I'll never meet. But your message really touched my fairly calloused heart and made me feel a need to respond. Please don't do anything drastic. Your life is important enough to God to make us both arrive at the same message board at the same time so that you would know that someone does care -- even a perfect stranger. And soon you're going to have another perfect stranger come into this world who is going to love you and need you in a way you've never known was possible (I don't have any children, but every mom I've known says this is the case). So, please don't give up yet. God loves you, and your baby will love you. Please just hang in there.
hang tough, ok?
keep writing.
Lavenderflame,
Complete strangers such as us on the internet really DO care.