He is moving... stop seeing him?
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| Thu, 05-06-2004 - 11:46am |
Anyway I was livid and wrote him off as a major jerk and crazy.
In the coming weeks, we talked – I called it ‘him sniffing around’ – which I let him do. He said he thought if we got involved again he would ‘evaporate with feelings for me’ and ‘wasn’t ready for me’. He told me about the other woman and that he started dating her because he wanted to move to her town in the coming months (he has family and friends there)… but that he and she stopped seeing eachother shortly after their trip. The bottom line is – I was weak – and we are back at it… and it feels intense again. He tells me he loves me – and ‘is not ready for me’ and that ‘I scare him’ – ‘he loves to breath my air’, etc etc -- but he is still moving that town – 2000 miles away at the end of the Summer. I feel like I need to stop seeing him but I just love being with him too much to give it up. He is telling me that he may very well move back here – this is home – but that he can’t reset without trying out this town he has wanted to live in for 4 years. I wish I could be objective – I just can’t be with myself – these feelings get in the way. Yuck.
| Thu, 05-06-2004 - 12:18pm |
