He says I love him too much???
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He says I love him too much???
| Thu, 04-15-2004 - 8:30am |
Can you really love someone too much?? Geesh, I wish someone would love me too much.
That would sure be nice for a change. So I wanted to see him once or twice a week. Is that too much? He said he loved me. He said he loved me more than he's ever loved anyone, and never wanted to talk to or see anyone the way he does me. Poor girls from his past. He does call most days, I will give him that. 2 or 3 little 10 minute phone calls. But that's it. Nothing too deep or he bolts. He says I was way too into him, that I loved him with everything I had, so that's bad? He says I do too much for him. Again bad? That is my nature. I am a giver and server by heart. When I love someone I want to do things for them. It makes me happy. I don't expect anything in return. I thought I was doing alright. Showing him how much I cared. Loving him. But it was too much. He is gone. Oh he wants to still be friends. But keeps making bedroom jokes, or so he says they are jokes. Like, we will be best friends who do it every now and then. I got pissed and told him to tell me like it is or don't ever call me again. He can't have it both ways. He got pissed and hollered all this out to me about how I love too much, give too much, Am just way too into him blah blah! What an idiot! I feel like a fool. Like a stupid, naive school girl. So you really have to play games and hold back. Can't you just be yourself. Or am I really just too much? I'd rather just be alone then deal with this kind of crap or have to play games to get or keep somebody. Who needs it anyway?
That would sure be nice for a change. So I wanted to see him once or twice a week. Is that too much? He said he loved me. He said he loved me more than he's ever loved anyone, and never wanted to talk to or see anyone the way he does me. Poor girls from his past. He does call most days, I will give him that. 2 or 3 little 10 minute phone calls. But that's it. Nothing too deep or he bolts. He says I was way too into him, that I loved him with everything I had, so that's bad? He says I do too much for him. Again bad? That is my nature. I am a giver and server by heart. When I love someone I want to do things for them. It makes me happy. I don't expect anything in return. I thought I was doing alright. Showing him how much I cared. Loving him. But it was too much. He is gone. Oh he wants to still be friends. But keeps making bedroom jokes, or so he says they are jokes. Like, we will be best friends who do it every now and then. I got pissed and told him to tell me like it is or don't ever call me again. He can't have it both ways. He got pissed and hollered all this out to me about how I love too much, give too much, Am just way too into him blah blah! What an idiot! I feel like a fool. Like a stupid, naive school girl. So you really have to play games and hold back. Can't you just be yourself. Or am I really just too much? I'd rather just be alone then deal with this kind of crap or have to play games to get or keep somebody. Who needs it anyway?

Just out of curiosity, how long were you together? Too much, too soon is generally a bad thing.