how do u trust pretty boys
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| Thu, 06-24-2004 - 12:59am |
thank you for all your advice when I was going through the pain of getting dumped. Anyway, for an update, I got back together with my poster-boy ex after a week he had broken up with me. I warned him that I didn't wanna get hurt again. He seemed so genuine and everything was going great until he told me he had not been honest with me and wanted to clear something up. Apparently, he has been seeing a girl he met before he met me and he just realized that he loves me but he is not in love with me and yet he is now in love with her. He told me that it was hard for him because we each had different qualities that he was looking for in a partner. He was always going on about the future and wanting to be with me for a long time.
I'm only 22 and he is 23. I am not about put high expectations on a guy I'm trying to get to know and certainly marriage was out of the picture. I always "hurt" him when I prefered getting my career established before thinking about a family. Anyway, I've never been so shocked or mad in my life but the funny thing is that I'm feeling so calm just annoyed. I'm not quite sure if I'm denial or what. I just want to move on coz I'm a firm believer of karma.
I'll be the first person to know that I have flaws but I know that I'm not second-class material. What I found so strange was that he said he told her about me. What kind of man will be with a woman who settles for sharing and what kind of woman would want to be with an insecure, sex-crazed jerk? Anyway, I'm finding it so hard to see how I can trust anyone else. My ex seemed so caring, loving and spent most of his free time with me.
The other problem is that my ex-boyfriend who I dumped for this jerk is still very much in love with me. He never dated after we broke because he is waiting for me to come back to him. I do care for him a lot but I hurt him before and I don't want to hurt him again. I just need advice on how to move on. I had a life b4 him and i know I will have one after him. But what do I do when I meet him? We have the same circle of friends.
| Thu, 06-24-2004 - 11:10am |
