Im Confused!

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Registered: 03-16-2004
Im Confused!
Tue, 03-16-2004 - 5:50pm
Ok, well, I don't really know where to start, but I guess I'll get to the point. Me and this guy have been together for a long time. Not together like officially an "item", but we have been really close friends for a long time. He tells me everything and I tell him everything. We have known eachother for 4 years. After 2 years of being friends, we started dating... and became an "item." After a year, I broke up with him.

I don't even really know why, but for some reason I just wanted excuses to break up with him. He started thinking I was cheating on him, because I have a lot of guys friends. I don't know really what happened though. He says he loves, and I totally believe it. I really, really like him, maybe love him, because he is the only person I have actually liked for a long time. I have problems with commitments. The second longest relationship I have been in, before him, was 3 months. For some reason, I always try to like other people, but I always go back to him. We still are good friends, and he has asked me out a couple of times, but I've said no. I think I just want to get out and meet more people before I settle with one person. I'm not quite sure though. Can you tell where I am kinda confused?!?!