Is it obvious that he doesn't love me

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Registered: 10-02-2013
Is it obvious that he doesn't love me
Wed, 10-02-2013 - 8:25pm

I have been sleeping with this guy named Mark for about 2 years.  I'm in love with him, yet he's done some pretty cruel things to embarrass me and degrade me.  After having 'intercourse', he has thrown tissues at me, rolled to the other side of the bed refusing to talk to me.  If I go to the bathroom after having 'intercourse', I find him sprawled out across the bed (trying to get me to leave his apartment).  The other night, he texted me at 3:00 in the morning, saying something random.  When I responded to his text message.. my phone informed me that, he quickly blocked my phone number.  He was probally with a bunch of friends and thought it would be a funny prank.  The twisted part is that I am crazy about this person, I care about his well being.  I think about him all of the time.. I don't understand.  I recently told him I loved him, and he still treats me like absolute crap.