Is it over? Please advise
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| Sat, 09-04-2004 - 6:21pm |
But when he drove me back to the parking lot, I did not want to go back to my car and I tried to stay in his car....he kept wanting to ask me out his car and he wanted to go home. Finally, he said he could sit in my car and stay for a while. Then we both sit in my car....also, I wore a diamond ring on my right finger and he criticized me again he said that girls just wear that ring when engage....I told him it was a gift from my mom.....
Then he still wanted to leave and I tried to hold his hand because I did not want him to leave....but he said "get off"...."stop"....so I was scared and let him off. Then I cried in my car...and he came back and sit down in my car and comforted me until I stopped crying. I COULD NOT HOLD MY FEELING AND DISAGREEMENT WITH THE WAY HE TREATED ME. HE NEVER CALLED ME since we dated for 6 months ( only first date)...and after that just TEXT MESSAGES....I felt so bad about this but I tried to be patient and waited if thing changed....but NO.
I TOLD HIM THAT WHAT HE DONT EVER CALL ME BUT ONLY TEXT MESSAGES....and he said that HE"VE BEEN TRYING TO HAVE FUN WITH THE TEXT MESSAGES" but for me he seems not to want to deal with phone calls and he DOES NOT WANT TO TALK WITH ME. THEN I TOLD HIM THAT" I THINK I LOVE YOU AND I AM SO SCARED"....
After that day, 3 weeks from today I have never heard from him.....DO YOU THINK HE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE ME ANYMORE? IS OUR RELATIONSHIP OVER? DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG? I FEEL SO SAD AND BAD ABOUT MYSELF.
I don't speaking English naturally but I work and talk with people at work....I don't think I have problem with the language border....but maybe he does not want to talk with me because of this language border....if this is and he does not want to talk with me ....I FEEL MORE BAD ABOUT MYSELF that he does not respect me....sometimes I feel sad about the border of language and this maybe the reason why he does not want to hear my voice?..... PLease advise...
