jealousy is a B#&%#
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| Thu, 01-11-2007 - 9:53am |
my bf says that he doesn't get jealous, but listen to this story and tell me if he does..
last night i went out with my bf and his roommate to a bar. well let me just say i'm the jealous type... i'll admit it and lately i've been a lot better- i'll just catch myself from saying things and i know that's what has torn us apart before. so i guess kudos for me, honestly it came out again last night- cause i feel like crap once this happens.
i have guy friends (particularly one guy that i messed around with 2 summers ago, but we decided to just stay friends and that's what it is, we were drunk when this happened- and never talk about it) i'm over it and am completely discusted by the fact that i did do that with friend, but stuff happens. but apparently my bf still gives me crap for hanging out with him.
is it wrong for me to do this?
well my bf goes and hangs out with his friend (that is a girl) which compare her to me- no offence, i'm not saying i'm not better person by saying this, but she just needs to groom herself. and i'm 12 years younger, so I don't think I have a lot to worry about. anyway, i was jealous... he even said they jokingly put perfume on him to see if i would notice. who the hell does this? which i didn't even smell- but told me cause he did. he did this jokingly like i would have a good laugh about it, me being jealous. i'm over it now- but i confronted him today on how i was really trying to work on myself and how i would like him to too. he said that the jealousy was cute? what cause he knows that i want him.... wtf? i feel like he just twisted all my words around.
