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in love with a married man
| Sun, 03-25-2007 - 4:32am |
I have been with a married man for about 3years now. I know iam the biggest idiot ever. I did not go after him. He came after me. Now i am caught up. I love him so much and he is what i want. No I don't believe I am a home wrecker. He say's they have problems. I know that's what they all say. Regardless of the fact I knew what I was getting in too. this thing was not to be like this, you know hit it once and move one. Then I got caught up.
He now say's he loves me and I know they are only kept words as my girl says. Truth is part of me wants to leave but most of me wants to say. Every time he hurts me I say am done and yet I go know where go figure. This is a cycle that never stops. This is what I know, I love this man so much and I can see us togather and happy. Talk about a fantasy and denile. I know all this all seems like babble, but if there is anyone out there going thru the same thing. give me a holla. Please don't judge me, I know what iam doing to my self and my spirt life along with the lies that go with this relationship. Thanks for listening.
He now say's he loves me and I know they are only kept words as my girl says. Truth is part of me wants to leave but most of me wants to say. Every time he hurts me I say am done and yet I go know where go figure. This is a cycle that never stops. This is what I know, I love this man so much and I can see us togather and happy. Talk about a fantasy and denile. I know all this all seems like babble, but if there is anyone out there going thru the same thing. give me a holla. Please don't judge me, I know what iam doing to my self and my spirt life along with the lies that go with this relationship. Thanks for listening.

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I will never know for sure, but he knew the girl from work and was probably carrying on an affair. Imagine, cheating on his mistress too! lol I can laugh now that it's over.
But the point is that you can't believe what a cheating husband says to you because you don't see how he really lives. You are not allowed into his real, day-to-day world.
That was exactly my point too, that you can't really believe what he says because he gonna do the same thing to you.
I knew a woman who cheated on her husband with a coworker and then, she cheated on the coworker with ANOTHER coworker. Talk about drama! All of us at work got sucked into this because everyone was questioning everyone about the truth. Just goes to show you that women can be dawgs too.
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