In love with my best friend
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| Wed, 08-18-2004 - 3:25am |
I don't know what to do but to set him free as I love him dearly. We are so close and intimate. We can sleep on the same bed but not do anything but cuddle and kiss.
I know I am gonna miss him like crazy but I also told him that I will go to where he is and look for him. We made a vow that we'll always be there for each other whatever happens. Weird part is, we've only known each other for 3mths but it seems like 30yrs! And I know everything about him and vice versa. We spoke about life, our purposes, our past, our dreams and very deep thoughts and emotions inside of us.
We shared practically everything and I find it so hard to believe that I found my best friend who is of an opposite sex. I feel at ease with him and I glow with him. He calls me his angel...and he made me promised him that I will always take care of him coz I am his guardian angel. Well, thats what he believes in...
We also spoke about children and marriage. Told me that I will be a great mother and I told him that he'll be a great dad. Then we kept quiet. I told him that I am willing to drop everything here and follow him. He said he can't...not now, he's not ready. He's gotta sort out his work first and then he'll think about marriage.
Everything seemed so surreal but it's not the right timing. This sounds like the movie "My Best Friend's Wedding!"...
AAAAArrrggghhhh.....
