Mixed Emotions
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| Tue, 07-13-2004 - 12:25pm |
Here is my concern - I really like him. He is ready for a real relationship. He is 30 and I'm 26. I still have a guard up and am afraid to let it down. He knows that and is very understanding. Some days I think and look at him and he is a male version of me. ex. compassionate, sincere, sensitive, outgoing etc. Some of the things he does reminds me of x's. Meaning - the house he lives in - is the same type of house as an x, his name is the name of an old x etc. So its creepy in a sense.
Also - he is constantly asking me what do people think of him, etc. I have met his family and they think i'm great and he briefly met my mom, which we are planning on dinner thur night.
Maybe I am just looking into things too deep. Granted I have only been out of a relationship for 2 months, but thought I was ready. Am I not?
He says I am the girl that he is going to marry, which I can see myself doing the same, however, I feel like I am having conflicting emotions!
Help - b/c I don't want to push such a great thing away if its just me. Am I just scared that I might have actually found the one?

For once, I have actually found someone to put me FIRST and as a priority. How do I relax and let my feeling take their course?