Is my heart trying to tell me something?
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Is my heart trying to tell me something?
| Sat, 03-13-2004 - 5:59pm |
I'm having one of those problems where you can't exactly put into words how you feel. I've been dating this guy for 3 months now...I'm assuming not exclusively since he hasn't asked me to be exclusive yet, but we're still pretty serious...and for the past couple weeks he's really been making fun of all the things important to me: My friends (he says when we get together we laugh so much that he wants to shoot himself), my singing (I'm in a chorus and it's something I really care about, yet he mocks it all the time), and other stuff like that.
Well, Friday was the last straw for me and I just had enough. I told him how I felt, and even though he said he was "sorry" and that " never meant for to take it seriously" and that " wouldn't do it again," there was still something inside of me that was hurt. I believe him, but you know how it is when you get mad at someone how everything they've done that upsets you comes rushing back to you? Yeah.
I tried calling him back after I briefly told him why I was so upset last night, but he said he was "busy watching a movie." Then this morning I didn't call/text him and he texted me asking me if I was still mad. I didn't respond. He called me and I tried to tell him why I was so hurt/upset but I couldn't get words out.
It's like...I feel it but I can't express it in words, you know? The best I could do was tell him something's been bugging me. He asked if it was just him in general...I couldn't answer. I felt horrible. He told me he had to go but to email him. Still nothing. The best I could do was just tell him everything that's been going through my mind lately...like a journal entry...it doesn't make much sense however.
I really don't know what's gotten into me lately. Anyone ever been in this situation before? I would really appreciate any input.
Edited 3/13/2004 6:01 pm ET ET by sweetsoprano05
Well, Friday was the last straw for me and I just had enough. I told him how I felt, and even though he said he was "sorry" and that " never meant for to take it seriously" and that " wouldn't do it again," there was still something inside of me that was hurt. I believe him, but you know how it is when you get mad at someone how everything they've done that upsets you comes rushing back to you? Yeah.
I tried calling him back after I briefly told him why I was so upset last night, but he said he was "busy watching a movie." Then this morning I didn't call/text him and he texted me asking me if I was still mad. I didn't respond. He called me and I tried to tell him why I was so hurt/upset but I couldn't get words out.
It's like...I feel it but I can't express it in words, you know? The best I could do was tell him something's been bugging me. He asked if it was just him in general...I couldn't answer. I felt horrible. He told me he had to go but to email him. Still nothing. The best I could do was just tell him everything that's been going through my mind lately...like a journal entry...it doesn't make much sense however.
I really don't know what's gotten into me lately. Anyone ever been in this situation before? I would really appreciate any input.
Edited 3/13/2004 6:01 pm ET ET by sweetsoprano05

Why are you even giving this guy another thought???
Thanks for the advice.