Nervous about new guy's gentlemanness
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| Fri, 11-05-2004 - 1:33pm |
I do curse sometimes and I don't mind a little crass humor. He does not. We have discussed it and he doesn't seem uncomfortable that I am a bit more inclined to do so. I have toned it down. Not that it is a bad thing that I don't swear in front of him as often as my guy friends. I do have many male friends and am used to just being one of the guys sometimes. I am not trucker material, mind you, but I don't mind a dirty joke now and again.
Another thing that makes me nervous is he can be a very passionate kisser, but he doesn't show an interest in kissing my neck or letting his hands leave my back or neck. Not that this is unacceptable, we have only been kissing for three of six total dates now. I am just so nervous because I am afraid that he might actually be too much of a gentleman, later on, when and if we make it to the bedroom. I want to be able to let go with him and be myself, but I am terrified that our sexual styles might not match. Am I justified in feeling so, from our interactions so far. I am all for gentleness and intimacy, but I also might like to think that a man might whisper someting dirty in my ear someday or make me feel loved and nurtured and like his personal little porn princess at the same time. I feel so repressed and weird right now.
| Fri, 11-05-2004 - 1:54pm |
