Pain, sadness and disappointed...
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| Sat, 09-25-2004 - 4:20pm |
So anyway, we broke up. We're still friends. But recently, we met at a club and he's with this girl... And after the club ended, the DJ played a slow song.... and he danced with the girl. I know him so well... he's interested in the girl. And it completely crushed me when he danced with her when the DJ played a slow song.
I'm in a dilemma now. I just realized that after so many months, I still love him. And seeing him with another woman made me so sad. That person that he's dancing with used to be me. And the most painful part is that the friends who we always hang around with completely kicked me out of the circle when we broke up. Now, I see the reality. Who are my friends and who aren't...
I don't know what to do or what to say. I ran back (well, drove back home to be exact) home and cried my eyes out. How friends has treated me and seeing him doing that to me completely broke my heart.
Find another set of friends? Easier said than done... I've been with these people for 3 over years. Shared our happy times and our sad times together. And now... look what has happened?
I don't feel angry... I just feel the pain and sadness... And I don't know how to deal with it but to cry to myself about it.
| Sat, 09-25-2004 - 10:23pm |
