So Confused. . . What do I do?
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So Confused. . . What do I do?
| Sat, 05-06-2006 - 9:40am |
Please be patient with me while explaining this. . . About a month ago I met a guy through a friend. Things were hit off great. I was in school a hr. and a half away and he was in my home town. We met, talked on the phone throughout the day and at night, then I went home for Easter and we hung out 2 different times which we both had a great time good chemistry, conversation, etc. Then I went back to school and he came one Sat. to visit me he didn't get there until about 8ish and left at like 2AM . . . then I came home and saw him one evening. So things were going great (or so I thought). and I was very excited to see where things would go. I finished my finals earlier this week and came home. He was sick so I went to visit him on THurs. night. THis is where it gets weird. . . he told me he had something to talk to me about. He asked me to just be his friend; that in Dec. he will be going to the Air Force and he knew he wasn't really going to be around. But that he still wanted to be friends. So I told him okay if thats what he wanted and I tried to be very understanding. He then started to tell me about some serious illness that he has been fighting (and I knew he was going through but hadn't heard any details) he started to tell me all kind of details and I stopped him asking him if he really wanted to talk about this. and he said he odesn't ever talk about it but he was able to talk to me about it. He then put in a movie and we hadn't really touched each other at all but he started tickling and flirting with me just like nothing was ever said. THrough the whole movie he cuddled with me and held me. That happened 2 nights ago and I have yet to hear from him. I'm just so confused on what he's thinking and what is going through his head! It makes me very sad to think that we lost that potiental. . . what do you think?!?!
