so i Totally screwed up... help!!!

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Registered: 10-23-2005
so i Totally screwed up... help!!!
Mon, 10-24-2005 - 12:25am
i was havin some issues with the guy i was kinda talking to , so i went out to a club with some friends to blow some steam .. and i met this guy .... that i have a great connection with ... becuase it was so instant and strong ... and i have major relationship claustrophobia ... i was acting like a totall idiot ... but we kissed and it was great....he called me ... i talked him ... but mostly i was being a jerk and treating him like peice of meat .... there was some suggestion of having sex ... but though i can talk trash i am not a casual sex person .... to make it worse he goes to my university... though i had never seen him before that nite.... and when i saw him after that i totally panicked and just didnt say anything ..... but i keep seein him every where now and then ... and he actually tried to talk to me one time .. but that was just messed up ... i mean i am pretty smooth normally but with this fellow i just cant do anyhting rite.. for some reason i feel i must get to know this guy ... or i will miss out on something .... may be i am being stupid ... i should let it go ... i dont know what to do its just making me crazy ..... help!!!11