some thoughts. Am I crazy?
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|Fri, 01-17-2014 - 10:17pm|
I hope my post isn't too confusing. I don't know where to start. Well, first, can I ask if you all know when we tell children not to do something, they do it? I mean, it makes them want to do it more, right? Or that guys like girls who challenge them, more than girls who make themselves easily available to them? So now, about me. I like to help people. Honestly, I just set up my friend with a guy I met on a dating website.
So now for the sticky part I hope to explain clearly. I met this guy on the same dating site. I knew he had a European name from emailing with him and we never spoke on the phone before we met. I just assumed he was born in the USA and maybe his parents were born in Europe. So we met and he has a heavy accent. Blah blah blah - I started dating him anyway even though all my friends were like "he needs a green card."
I just had a huge crush on him. He has the greenest eyes. So we dated and he joined my Facebook. I did **not** like the fact that he is still good friends with his ex GF. They shared a cat while living together and he posts pics of the cat on Facebook when he visits his ex and the cat. I broke up with him after we dated 2 months. Then my friends were like "he's going back to her once he gets his green card" (his ex is European too). We kind of remained friends and then became friends with benefits.....
So now we've been on and off for 2 yrs as friends/FWB's. I dated other guys too (of course I stopped the FWB thing). However now, I think he's showing signs that he likes me again. I'm also talking to a few guys from the site, but for some crazy reason I like the European guy the most because I know I will be helping him if we ever get married. I know it sounds crazy, but it's true. I always get lost in his eyes... they're such beautiful, green eyes.... i know I am thinking ahead for no reason but it's a fantasy. If I had two guys who told me they loved me, I'd pick the European guy because I like to help people... yes, I am crazy. just had to get this off my chest (edited the last paragraph)