too blind to see friend
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| Wed, 01-18-2006 - 1:59am |
i've been friends with this guy for over a year. he's in the military so, we've been through him going to bootcamp, shipped off, but he's here intown in a base close by.
i can say that i've liked him since, maybe, the third time i saw him. but he was interested in my friend. that dated. and it was over. he was shipped somewhere. i dated some one while he was away (out of sight out of mind), but thats over. i've never been able to act around him the same way with other guys. he's just differnt than all the others.
our friendship has dimmed a little. we don't get to see eachother as much as we used to. we don't really have too much to talk about.
but lately i've been thinking about him and myself alot.i've been having dreams about him recently (more than one, sexual, innocent). and i've been thinking about our past year as friends. we've both been very single for a while. and as i think about the past..i see all the signs were there that he liked me. eventhough many people told me..i wouldn't believe it. that this guy would be interested in me (physically/ body type comparison we don't match). but now it was just so OBVIoUS.
so what happens now. how do i hint to him that i want a realtionship with him? how do find out if he's still interested in me? what do i do now? i cna't stop thinking aobut him/ dreaming about him. and i can't tell him. i'm not an open person with my feelings. i'm too scared toget hurt, or have this affect our friendship. but i need something to be done about this. so what now?
please help me!i'm losing sleep and focus in other things!
| Wed, 01-18-2006 - 12:54pm |

