Why can't I move on after 9 yrs?????????
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| Tue, 11-16-2004 - 3:31pm |
9 yrs ago I met a young man on a business tip. It was love at first sight. I'm 13yrs older than this young man. He had the most beautiful smile I had ever seen. I was doing rather well an my own. I've never needed a man to take care of me. I raised 2 children by myself. Financially responsible for myself. When we met he was 23 I was 37. Following our business transaction He called me and wanted to return and spend some time with me. Needless to say I was tickled that he would have an interest in me, and I agreed. It ended up being a night out of this world. We both seemed to have been taken by each others charm and romance. Before long he asked me if he could move in. Again I agreed we've been together off and on everysince. He had left on a number of occasions only to come back after seeing the grass wasn't as green else where as he had thought. I took very good care of this individual. Each time he would leave it was when things were bad either finacially or some other delimma. Each time I would take him back because I truly LOVED him. This last time we seperated I was 5 mos pregnant and finances were in an upheavel. I lost my job after many yrs, my home and my vehicle. Still I managed to survive without his help. Oh by the way drugs played a big role in this also. I still love him and probally always will but I just cant allow him back in life to be hurt again. Already he's been calling me trying to get to see me. My heart says yes but my mind says NO!!!!!!!What are the chances that he ever really cared ? Whats you views?
Edited 11/16/2004 4:16 pm ET ET by sundance5959
Edited 11/16/2004 4:35 pm ET ET by sundance5959

Sorry if you can't make things work then it probably will never work. He cared about you in his own way but that isn't enough to sustain a lasting relationship.
Sometimes love isn't enough.