Should I try to find my 1st true love?
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Should I try to find my 1st true love?
| Wed, 07-11-2007 - 1:38pm |
I need some advice. Should I find my 1st true love even though it has been twenty yrs. since we last spoke. I may have found him or his dad or grandad he's a third generation name. We have known each other since we were both 13 and had dated on and off until we were 22. The last time I saw him was when he tracked me down (he moved out of town for a few yrs.) Well I was engaged to get married and he told me "I was making a mistake and he needed the one he loved to wait until he was more steady on his feet" I always felt he could do better than me so I was confused if I was "the One" he was talking about. Well I waited for him to call me and I tried calling him but the phone just rang. I assumed he moved back out of town and 3 wks. later I was married and moved out of state. There has never been a day that I havn't thought about him and he was right I had a terrible marriage we did last 12 yrs. and I have been divorced for 8 yrs. I feel I really can't move on but I am afraid to call that number that I found. Well I did call it once and the answering machine suggested that it was a family and I know that he is probably married that is why I don't want to call back. Stupid huh? Well let me know should I just continue to daydream about him or call and face the truth what ever it may be? And how would I start the conversation especially if I don't know if it him or his family?

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I have to comment....
DITTO!
I have that lost love also, and every now and then have tried to find him, with no success.... Until last week, I plugged his name into reunion.com and WHALLAAAA, there is was email and all.... I started to shake! I email him
you can go to www.reunion.com and become a member, you dont have to do much, no $$, unless you want to email.....but you can still search (and then if you find him, you can opt to pay for a membership, its only a few $$) It has been over 15 yrs for us and we have talked daily now. He has told me the biggest regret in his life was letting me go! AWWWWWWWWW... (sorry, big sigh)
The site is very easy to get around, Try it..you may find some other old friends too! :)
Let me know how it goes!
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