Too scared to date again
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Too scared to date again
| Tue, 08-12-2008 - 8:56pm |
So I am naive. I have had nothing but bad relationships. They start out good, and then somehowt they all get bad. I have no confidence left. I moved 4 years ago and was in a relationship for 3 of them and he was my whole world-i know now that was wrong. But now I have no one. My friends were his friends. Now for the last year I have been living alone working as much as possible to avoid the pain of being alone. and I still have no one. The few friends that I managed to make have moved away. I feel like an empty shell of the person that I used to be. I am afraid of "putting myself out there" because I was broken down so badly. Now I have no confidence, and no one to turn to. It is getting to the point that even working so much has become too much. I dont get any satisfaction there either, I am always taken for granted in everything I do, but I dont know how to be any other way. When I look at myself I feel so down and depressed. My sister always tells me how beautiful I am and that I should be grateful for my job, and the things that I do have. But my family is over 600 miles away. I am afraid to give up but afraid to get out there. I have been taken advantage of so many times. I just feel like I am at the end of my rope. Sorry to go on and on but I feel so alone and no one really understands.

I think more people understand than you think.
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I don't think it's "giving up" at all to want to be closer to your family & maybe old friends.