Ahhh soooo confused!!
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|Tue, 06-09-2009 - 12:00pm|
I'm frustrated and confused and I need to vent. Some honest opinions would be nice...advice too! Be nice, be mean I don't care....just be honest!!! I can take it!
My best friend is a guy (I'm a girl). I'm madly in love with him...maybe even a little obsessed with him in my mind bc I think of him 24/7. Buuut he has a girlfriend. So, this is a little complicated, just bare with me. It's EXACTLY like that Taylor Swift song, Teardrops on my Guitar....oh and like that Avril Lavine song, Girlfriend.
We hang out every night...seriously EVERY night. But that's bc it's our routine that we smoke a blunt every night. We do hang out other times and go places together, but we DEFINITELY hang out every night. His GF doesn't smoke. She's out of town most of the time and he doesn't even get to see her for like months on end sometimes. From what he's told me, she doesn't do a lot of things he likes to do. OMG me and him would make a much better couple. We have so much more in common. He tells me all the time he has feelings for me, that he thinks about me ALL the time, and that when he is having sex with her he closes his eyes and pretends it's me. Yes, we've had sex...a lot. I know I know, a lot of people are saying "If he cheats on her with you, he'll cheat on you with another girl". Not always true. My sister's BF cheated on his ex with my sis before they got together and they have a great relationship and have been together for 5 years. So there are exceptions to the rule!!!!