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|Sat, 02-27-2010 - 1:04pm|
So I am engaged to this man that I have been with for 3 years now. He asked me to marry him a year after we were together and I was not done with my career or a good job yet, and I always wonder if I should have said yes. I mean I stayed at his house all the time and felt like I owed it to him. I was only 20, and just wanted out of my parents house that bad, I could not stand it there, and now I cant stand it here. After 3 years its come down to us buying everything together- house wares, car parts, house stuff, etc. I feel now that i'm realizing we might not be right for each other and that its too late. I dont want to have to owe him money for what hes bought me for my car or other things like for my hobbies. I feel like i'm getting everything in order how I want it like for a house of our own, but not sure hes the one I want it with. I feel like crap daily, and am mean to him bc he does a lot of things that bother me- obsessed cars, racing, wrestling and his family is not very nice to me, they act like I need a high paying job and they make fun of me all the time esp his brother who is a twin and married with a house. I need some help and advice on what i'm going through.
Now the bad part of all this is, i've known this other guy for like 7 years, but we never hung out, we only chatted online and went to the same high school. He comes into my place of work