Fallen for unsuitable woman but can't get her out of my head...

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Fallen for unsuitable woman but can't get her out of my head...
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Thu, 07-05-2012 - 5:26pm

I met a woman on holiday. We became good friends and she'd do things like touch my leg with hers. I would pull away thinking that she might have done it by mistake and then she'd do it again. Nothing ever happened between the two of us but by the end of the holiday I began to realise that I really liked her and had feelings for her. We swapped contact details and I'm going to see stay at her house soon. 

My head says not to take things any further than friendship but my heart wants so badly to be with her. As I said, nothing ever happened between us but when we hugged and kissed on holiday (in a friendly way) and whenever she touched me or brushed against me it made me feel great. I just don't know what to do for the best and it's doing my head in big time. I am bicurious and never been with a woman before. 

Would be grateful for any advice !