I think I've met the one... But I'm scared
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|Sun, 11-18-2012 - 8:12pm|
Almost a year ago, I met this guy.. I was with someone for about 3 years at the time. Me and this guy made eye contact and I felt my heart skip a beat. I didn't think much of it cuz I was with someone and also I had just met this guy. Time went on, we'd flirt and have great chemistry... He was respectful of me (something my ex was not always), and it was just so natural like I don't even have to try... Anyway, I was supposed to get married in 2 months but I called it off, not because of this guy , but because of other major reasons I will not get into now. Once that burden was off my shoulder, my future was all of a sudden clear. I have honestly never felt this way before. I could go into details about how we flirt and the body language but I won't. We come from different backgrounds but our goals in life are pretty much in sync with the other. He is the first person I think about when I wake up in the middle of the night, unintentionally, and the last person I think about before going to bed. Recently, after he found out about my split, he seems to be opening up to me more, but now is talking about these girls that like him (he messed around with them) that he is trying to tell them he's not interested. Idk if this means anything, like why would he tell me?? I am in love with this guy so much that I can't tell him my feelings. i dont know how to explain this but when you've found the one person that can give meaning to your life and you can finally see a clear future with , all your questions have been answered in this person, you just become frozen. I actually didn't want children until I met him...I cannot mess this up. He's the kinda guy that would ask a girl out if he likes her... He isn't explicit around me about what he did with these other girls, its really sweet. .He won't tell me details, in fact, he uses PG terms when talking about anything sexual ... It's kinda funny... I assume he was trying to make me jealous to see how I'd respond, but I kept it cool... Anyway, please let me know what I should do next! We get into some deep conversations, he's told me stuff about his family, good and bad...I feel like I know a lot about him and we connect very well...