[long] interesting LOVEstory What to do?
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| Mon, 12-12-2005 - 9:16pm |
Havent been on here in a while... WHY? because a month ago i broke up with my relationship with my first love boyfriend of 3 years ( my high school sweetheart from 11th grade ...im 19 hes 20.
---- in the past we argued alot always got back together. AFTER high school we rarely ever saw eachother at all && i had gotten pregnant in august my very first time having intercourse with him.. i didnt keep the baby because it wasnt the right timing& i was very sick... that made our relationship rocky. he wasnt there for me like i wanted him to be, but i think he was just shutting me out because he was going thru a lil emotion about the baby too.. of course im a woman and i am more emotional so i cry and talk about the situation all the time...and i think that pushed him away from me. Not to mention i also told him to stay away from me at the time i went thru the abortion process.
so....... we broke up november 1st 2005. Because one day i wanted to spend time with him and he didnt want to, he just wanted me to come over and have sex with him so i was fed up& couldnt take it and just screamed at him. ITS OVER!
i hadnt talked to him at all after that night.. except for a few messages on&off from our yahoo account. i really missed him alot after half the month we hadnt talked and i wrote to check up on him and make sure he was still alive..
yesterday out of the blue he called me. i was so shocked and excited but of course didint let him know i was... he told me he missed me and asked me if i had enough time away from him. i told him yes.. he asked if ive been out on dates... and we just chatted for about an hour. i missed hearing his voice& i missed him alot period. ive only been with him and no one else so it was always just me& him.
in the beginning of our break up i cryed myself to sleep alot.. eventually i got over it&him and partied every weekend.
but this is crazy i thought we really would never ever speak or be together again. i feel myself getting back with him and he wants me to come see him and i really do b/c its been a month and i miss him soo much. i also feel like im going to with him for the rest of mny life. he makes me feel.... and i want to be with him forever.
New viewers and readers who already know about me.. what do you think abou this? i kno alot of you said: during the breakup.. to just leave him alone and get over him.
but, what is a girl to do when she is in love so deep. ??
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