My mother and the beach bag
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|Sun, 06-07-2009 - 8:34pm|
I sent myself into a deep depression over a stupid BEACH BAG tonight....my mother says to me...well, Missy when I die....there is one thing that you and only you can have....don't get excited.....and she brings me over to a "beach bag".
The beach bag has our last name embroided on the front of it "Straton"....It took me a few minutes but what she meant by it is...
One of my sisters kept her married name "Palumbo" and my other sister kept her married name "Salema" and may have another married name shortly because she just moved a guy into her house after dating him for about a month and she WANTS TO MARRY HIM.
Here I am...dreamed since I was a little girl of being married....stayed in a 20 year relationship that ended 3 years ago...in the begining of the relationship we wanted to get married but were too poor and my family wasn't going to pay for the wedding because they didn't like him...(well, he beat me up all the time and he wasn't responsible..didn't help pay bills etc..)
I'm with someone now that I would like to marry...its been 2.5 years since we have started dating...I've known him for almost 3.5 years....I DONT KNOW if he wants to get married.....I've told him this story about me ALWAYS wanting to get married...he does talk about us growing old together...he is moving in in November...we have talked about living together for a while (but he has never said I WANT TO MARRY YOU)..he came close on a fishing trip last year